Tuesday, July 27, 2010

26/7

2day...
Is a good day... can be bad day...
Finally... I totally move out...
no more fren... no more relate line... no more thing that stil can related to that world...
that good... or bad...
I feel it good...
cz... i already disappointed to it oso...
but... whatever...
It already pass...

2day...
I really do vr much that i prevent so long time...
Fi****...
talking too much...
Talk out many thing that I prevent to tell...
Whatever...
Thank...

What else?
I dunno...
jz be happy...
or continues emo...
thos...
choose 2ml...
nid to pia 2ml test now...
whole night dint sleep...
worry cnt tahan at test...
haha...
miss u....

Saturday, July 24, 2010

地方

我很需要一个可以完全让我安静想东西和休息的地方
有谁可以介绍吗

Wednesday, July 21, 2010

Why

Dunno why...
today...
i totally feel different...
I have change different...
Why?
I dunno...
feel like vr easy to get angry...
back to moody...
hard to breath....
Why will like that... haiz...
Is that something happen to me?
Any demon or ghost make me angry...
oh please... i dun think so...
but why i will like this...
please!! who can tell me?
I really too tired for this...
keep behsong people are really too tired...
someone can help me??
Izit i nid to find a Psychiatrist?
Better don please...
that too expensive... 

Tuesday, July 20, 2010

Finally

haiz..
alway keep joking..
problem are come..
It are back again..
make until me cant attend to my IS test..
So bad and I wan so worry..
Thank for ms.kee..
give me the chance for test again..
but..I not sure i will done will.. how.. haiz...

at last..
doctor has open medi for me again..
and tel me...
1.dun eat too much fried or oil food...(i jz done it a mcd..)
2.dun over 11pm sleep..(now 1.30am already)
3.be more exercise...
4.remember eat medi!!!(i oledi forgot to eat one time because dint bring out to OO night)

I will try to done 3rd one... hope will work full also...
Final exam are almost reach... I cant let it to kacao me again..
If i cnt proceed to final exam...
I better go die...
that will easy to me...
I cant fail anymore...
But.. why i still no mood to study??

haiz..

So maybe it's true,
That I can't live without you
Well maybe two is better than one
There's so much time,
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two, Is better than one

lyrics from the song "two is better than one"...
not bad...
so tired now...
hope 2ml test well...
if not..
buy a grave for me la..
haha...
back to emo...

Sunday, July 4, 2010

不懂~

我真的不懂可以怎样了
我真的不想跟你吵
我真的后悔我还留着
离开,虽然不是最好的办法
可是他会是防恶化的好办法
其实我真的很后悔加入
如果可以的话
我希望早就退出
因为我真的不想和你吵
我最不想的
就是和你 吵

Death Time