Stress.. I hate this word...
especially now.. the moment that did not have anything well on my life...
Study, family, friend, and so on...
I can't think out there got anything that can relate a GOOD word to my life...
All I receive only 3F... False, Fail, and Fake...
How can I continues to service in my LIFE?
What have GOD have arrange to my LIFE?
Is it only give me that 3F?
That unfair...
I forgot Start from when... I hate all thing around me in my LIFE...
Human, animal, plant, non-living thing...
So... I'm try to giving up again...
I saw some status at my friend profile on Facebook...
It say "The minute you think of giving up, think of the reason why you held on so long."
I have try to repeat and repeat to think about it..
but that did not have any good reason at all...
How could it be?
Is that I already did not have any good reason to stay on and want me to giving up?
I dunno...
Study.. not well... can be say I already being more lazy then last time...
Where the main coming way of the "Lazy" ?
Is it come from homework, assignment or the living thing around me...
That is no answer for this Question...
because I also dunno about it...
I hate that have so many homework..
Many homework.. Many tutorial.. Many Classes.. Many Test... Many Quiz...
When can I stop this Life...
Family.. Oh please.. I really do not want to keep stay this home further more...
that let me feel bad...
Why bad? Because that incredible...
Why them so like to argue...
Almost everyday also want argue without what is the matter..
Is OK... If you want to keep argue... keep make noise... keep do nonsense..
never mind.. I can ignore you sometime... But please!
Don't come scold me or say anything when the reason of make your argue are did not have any relate to me!
I still a human... I Good in ignore... But I also not a God!
I can't ignore anything 100%... Please.. leave me alone..
Friend... Oh... Shit... This is the more worst...
I really dunno need to Start from where...
And It is are too very dangerous that if I write anything in here...
SO I Stop it... But what I want to tell is...
Please don't help me make any choice without asking MY permission!!!
And don't put a hand on my family thing.. THANK...
Almost... That all...
Sorry about that If I have make some mistake...
To all of you...
And especially...
TO "You"...
Sorry about I leaving that...
Thank for what you have help and teach me so long time...
But for some reason... I gotta leave...
Hope to see you... and maybe no...
GOODBYE....
