夜半。。。

nw oledi half nite...
almost 4.00am ler...
stil cant fall slp yet....
dunno y....
whole brain keep working....
jz nw i drive motor out buying....
feel no mood... keep driving on a way...
whn i starting knw.... i oledi drive until down of my grandmum grave mountain ler....
n ta mean infront the flat one of my friend live d ler.... a far place frm here....
y i will go ther.... is bcas of her... o my grandmum....

last nite i try talking wif A....
but.... she reply me.... ""plz dun talk wif me""
so hurt....

i feel i starting gt type of 吃醋 le....
evertym heard people sms wif her...
i oso very hard n bad mood...
dunno y??
it change b own d....
swt....
look like i starting like someone i cant like...
so bad...

is i invisible??
i alway keep asking me ths Q...
Y??
dunno.... but i jz feel everbody oso seem me like a invisible....
muc tym no people knw o remember i at ther....
most tym thm look me like invisible n dint heard & ans me.....
Y??? is tat my problem???

i gt a Q like 2 ask people...
Hw u All Think about me....
Or wt u all seen me like....
i really wan 2 knw....
plz....
cn u all tel me....
plz leave comment 2 me o straight tel me.....